Gouya Roshan From Darkness to Light

  I Am Tired of This Inner Grief Author: Gouya Roshan Grief is an inseparable part of the human experience. No life is entirely free from sorrow, loss, or disappointment. Yet in today’s world, grief is often ignored or hidden behind a mask of smiles and silence. Many people choose to conceal their grief—not because they do not feel it, but because of social pressures and unspoken expectations. This is where exhaustion begins, an exhaustion deeper than grief itself. Hiding grief requires constant self-control. A person is forced to regulate their true emotions, measure their reactions, and remain vigilant so that no sign of weakness is revealed. Over time, this state drains mental energy. Unexpressed grief manifests as inner tension, apathy, anxiety, or loneliness. In such conditions, a person may appear fine on the surface while feeling a profound emptiness inside. This concealment largely stems from society’s concept of “strength.” Strength is often defined as silence, endurance, ...

“I have seen no humiliation greater than my heart being occupied with someone whose heart is not with me”.                                                Author: Gouya Roshan  The sentence  “I have seen no humiliation greater than my heart being occupied with someone whose heart is not with me”  describes, in simple language, one of humanity’s deepest emotional experiences. The speaker refers to a form of love that leads neither to unity nor to mutual understanding, but rather to an unequal and debilitating condition. This state of uncertainty is the source of the suffering that permeates the entire sentence. This love is not necessarily limited to romantic relationships between a man and a woman; it may also exist between a parent and child, or between siblings. Thus, the choice of the word  “humiliation”  is key to understanding the poet’s pe...